where should this email begin and how ever could it end, this life changing trip has helped me understand so much more about myself. just truly a blessed individual in so many ways and thankful each day that i have had this chance, this dream that finally became a reality. so as the itenerary goes, i am off tomorrow and heading for fiji, this is in the physical form but mentally i can and never will leave new zealand, this has been the most impressive and nonforgetting stop within all my travels across the globe. i know i will come to this country again, i have to, how can you leave something you love so much, but as everything in life, nothing can stay the same forever and we must always move on in times when we wish things could always be.

we have had the most extreme of all weathers, but here on the north island the weather has been so nice, dodging the rain by day and gettin a lil shower ever so often during the nites. after sleeping in the car and camping almost all the 30 days we have been here it will b nice to get to a room in fiji settle in for a bit and just relect on all that has been. when you travel and see new things every single day its hard to really understand what has been the biggest impact on you, or what has even really happened, just a overflow of everything thats new and that is why i believe i love traveling. its when we get home, we stop, that we begin to completly understand everything that has just happen.

i have so many things that are so uncertain when returning from a trip as this and the only thing that can tell my story will be time. i hope to keep my dreams of traveling alive but i also need to try and focus on some kind of career move, whatever it be. it seems like forever since i was living the daily life where each day you know what the next day holds, thou it was only months ago it seems like years ago.  ¶ 10:42 PM